Pleased

Okay, so i'm kinda pleased, i weigh 119lbs

I was 118.6 yesterday, but my dad made dinner especially for me, so i had to eat it ffs.

i have 9lbs to go to get to 110lbs now :) I still look fat.

I have this amazing dress I wanted to wear at the weekend, but i can't, i look bloated, so i have to wear a tent instead! fml.

Oh well, at least i cut under 120 finally :)

best go, got lots of work to do but i forgot to update my weight the other day :)

There are days when i'm okay

Aaaaa so happy

120.2

Oh that was this morning.

Oh wait guess what.

Its that now! 

Wooo! maintained the same weight all day, gives me a lovely thing to look forward to in the morning! eeee

Now if for some god unknown reason I am 120 in the morning and not 119. something. I will be ARGH. So annoyed. But tbh right at the moment i'm excited :D I really want to be under 120 cause well 120.2 is the lowest weight I have been in a very VERY long time. Now i know when I swam I was always around 9stone, bearing in mind I had a LOT of muscle back then and now thats just fat so haha thats why i weigh less, i don't look smaller than when I used to swim, well at least not to me anyway :L

Umm I did post something yesterday but it didn't post.

But right now I'm just happy happy happy, 10lbs away from 110! Who wouldn't be happy about that! well,.... i'm not happy about being away from it, I need to be at it, I'm going to work my ass off to be at that weight! I am trying to do it slower though because at least then I really can maintain the weight.

Well i have to drink on Friday, tbh I think i'm going to eat a decent meal aswell, because I'm going out with people i've never been out with before, and i have a tendency to walk off on my own when i'm hammered and get lost :( and tell people I want to stay out ad then get left on my own. even on my birthday :L not good. 

Eeeep, see I told her i'd show her! 

Slow and Steady

121.4 

This feels like i'm never going to get there. 

So close but at this rate, so far. 

Phase 1 is nearly over though. 119lbs i'm 2.4 lbs away from that. 

I think I need to do some fasting at some point. Its just difficult because I have to do all this running. But faster runners, well they're skinnier than me. I need to be the skinniest to be the best! 

So much work to do :(

It has taken me about 5 weeks to do this. 

Another 6-7 weeks and hopefully i'll be somewhere near 110. Somewhere near goal weight number 2!

I'm actually nearly a UK size 8 :) Haven't been a UK 8 in years, it makes me feel so pleased!My boobs are smaller too. I'm a C now, not a D. I'm so glad I didn't throw out all my smaller bras or i'd be stuck with gaping bras at the moment.

Best go do some work. Hope I can muster the energy for an 8 mile run today!