Happyy

Well i'm now 125 well i was this morning weighed a while ago and i was like 126.4 or something ahh well wonder what it will be tomorrow :D best be a good one :L

Started the Skinny Girl diet, but its modified slightly, some group on pt are doing the 300's as 900's im going to join them, i dont stick to it whne the calories get too low, especially if i have to run a lot :)

i also have to switch my 900 calorie days to wednesdays because of running :L

i've successfully completed the first two days :L both at 400 :) feeling quite dizzy thoughh :( so having some peppermint teaaa :) Pleasee pleasee pleaseee be under 125 tomorrow :)

Can't believe im under 9st againn, makes me so happy :D

Stay strongg :)

please follow mee :) Nymph looks lonelyy :( x

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Well,

Todays been just fab!
Not!

I was doing absolutely fabb, ate nothing all day long. Came home still ate nothing
My family ordered a chinese. I had to eat it :( im getting so pissed off at my mum right now! Past 3 days she has made me eat dinner!!!!!!

I am now completely regretting throwing out those laxatives in my "self recovery" stint! Would have saved my life right now! I can't bring myself to purge anymore. I want to when i feel like this. But i cant, something stops me, it makes me cry duno why. I want to cry anyway.

I wish i could. Ive got no where to go and just cry!

Arghhh! Tomorrow, EASTER! Fuck! Pisses me off. I do not want eggs. They linger in my room. My mum calls me a squirrel cause i store it. I kinda like that.

I cannot see what im typing right now. Im on my iphone and i cant load a full screen it keeps scrolling up lol.

Anyway yeah easter, have to go to my cousins for a bbq. I would be able to get out of eating easily. If i hadnt had 3 meals with them already this week. Some reason why i didnt want all the food at each meal! One day i just had a bit of pasta and salad whilst everyone one had spagetti bolagneise (cant spell) then one day salmon and salad. Everyone else had cod and chips and whatever the ell else. Fucking soooo annoyed!!! Monday i am starting the skinny girl diet. I can do it easily if peopel can just leave me alonee!!!!

Hmmm i wonder how much i'll lose on the sgd :) hopefully at least 10lbs:)

I need to buy lax's actually maybe if i dont buy them i'll have more willpower.
Anyway i should go to sleep.

Night :)

Yay!

126.8

Haven't eaten anything yet! Might have half a bagel soon as I need to do a 30 minute run later. CBA at the moment anyway.

So pleased its gone down though!

Pleaseee be under 126 tomorrow!

I need to get some work done on my dissertation today so I need to stay away from everyone's blogs all day!

Will post again later hopefully i've managed to stay in control!

Stay Strong X

ARGH!

Well, great start for my new blog!

Eaten, LOADS

Well I was doing well, made some porridge, i can't eat it anyway it makes me feel sick, had about 3 spoonfuls and chucked it out. 

For lunch I had a weightwatchers bagel and cottage cheese. (under 200cals)

I was fine until then, would have had a veg stirfry for dinner and my whole day would have all been under 500 cals!

BUT NO! decided to eat a chocolate fudge cake because my friend was having one! SERIOUSLY! 

740 calories!!!!!

Well

Running burned 465 calories so... made up for some of it. 

Then my mum made me eat some pasta thing, it is low fat though, supposed to be 245 calories per portion, i had about 1/4 of a portion approx 62 calories really. eugh

I dont know why but i'm starving right now! I'm going to go have some green tea i think or i wont sleep :(

Weighed myself after my run and that dinner was 129lbs, had just drank a diet coke and 2 glasses of water aswell.

Hopefully it'll be under 128 tomorrow.

Well it best be! 

Running first thing in the morning anyway!

Good Night ~x

So....

Hello :)


I thought it was about time I created a blog!


I won't give my name as well you never know who could stumble across this place.


Just call me Mia, not because of bulimia, I just like the name :)


I have been drawn back into my old life of restricting, binging, purging, fasting. I like it, it's where I feel at home. Stupid as it sounds. I really missed it. 


So... currently at 128lbs... 


I'll set myself a first goal of 124lbs... 4 to lose.


I made myself a training plan for running. I need to do a 5K in July and theres a few people I want to beat. I hope I can still have the energy to train. But what's better being skinny or doing a 5K?


Anyway Welcome :)


~If you follow i'll follow back~