I don't get it, my bf he goes and gets himself a personal trainer... 3 weeks ago... he's been eating crap still, only exercising once a week and he loses a stone. SERIOUSLY!
i've been eating next to nothing and i've lost well... i did lose 5lbs but i've put 2 on... so woop deee dooo 3 measley little pounds! (I keep binginggg need to calm it down as from tomorrow although today i've done... okay)
I'm happy for him i am, its a great achievement... it just makes me feel... hopeless.
As a reward though i'm buying him a new t-shirt :)
I need to set up my own rewards... hmm
I nearly purged today, got really angry about my disseration, I just sat there staring at the bathroom for a while, I restrained myself I hadn't even eaten anything, i was just panicked and angry. I hate me.
Anyway lets get back to rewards... seeing as i'm now 126lbs... again... i'll just do really small rewards
124lbs i get to do my own pedicure
122lbs bake some low fat macaroons
120lbs I'm allowed to buy a new top
118lbs Go swimming but just for the Jacuzzi and sauna :)
116lbs Buy the ice cream maker (for making frozen yogurt)
114lbs (i'll think of this later :))
112lbs New charm for my pandora bracelet
110lbs new bikini haha :)
ANywayy thats gona be expensiveee :) was looking at ice cream makers today, best cheap one i can find is a phillips one for £50 the other ones are all annoying looking and sounding :L
and i'll shut up now :)
Night Stay Strong :) X
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