Pleased

Okay, so i'm kinda pleased, i weigh 119lbs

I was 118.6 yesterday, but my dad made dinner especially for me, so i had to eat it ffs.

i have 9lbs to go to get to 110lbs now :) I still look fat.

I have this amazing dress I wanted to wear at the weekend, but i can't, i look bloated, so i have to wear a tent instead! fml.

Oh well, at least i cut under 120 finally :)

best go, got lots of work to do but i forgot to update my weight the other day :)

There are days when i'm okay

Aaaaa so happy

120.2

Oh that was this morning.

Oh wait guess what.

Its that now! 

Wooo! maintained the same weight all day, gives me a lovely thing to look forward to in the morning! eeee

Now if for some god unknown reason I am 120 in the morning and not 119. something. I will be ARGH. So annoyed. But tbh right at the moment i'm excited :D I really want to be under 120 cause well 120.2 is the lowest weight I have been in a very VERY long time. Now i know when I swam I was always around 9stone, bearing in mind I had a LOT of muscle back then and now thats just fat so haha thats why i weigh less, i don't look smaller than when I used to swim, well at least not to me anyway :L

Umm I did post something yesterday but it didn't post.

But right now I'm just happy happy happy, 10lbs away from 110! Who wouldn't be happy about that! well,.... i'm not happy about being away from it, I need to be at it, I'm going to work my ass off to be at that weight! I am trying to do it slower though because at least then I really can maintain the weight.

Well i have to drink on Friday, tbh I think i'm going to eat a decent meal aswell, because I'm going out with people i've never been out with before, and i have a tendency to walk off on my own when i'm hammered and get lost :( and tell people I want to stay out ad then get left on my own. even on my birthday :L not good. 

Eeeep, see I told her i'd show her! 

Slow and Steady

121.4 

This feels like i'm never going to get there. 

So close but at this rate, so far. 

Phase 1 is nearly over though. 119lbs i'm 2.4 lbs away from that. 

I think I need to do some fasting at some point. Its just difficult because I have to do all this running. But faster runners, well they're skinnier than me. I need to be the skinniest to be the best! 

So much work to do :(

It has taken me about 5 weeks to do this. 

Another 6-7 weeks and hopefully i'll be somewhere near 110. Somewhere near goal weight number 2!

I'm actually nearly a UK size 8 :) Haven't been a UK 8 in years, it makes me feel so pleased!My boobs are smaller too. I'm a C now, not a D. I'm so glad I didn't throw out all my smaller bras or i'd be stuck with gaping bras at the moment.

Best go do some work. Hope I can muster the energy for an 8 mile run today!

Lower again

121.8

Lowest weight for over 2 years now :) and the lowest i've got without lax's.

Break 120 soon :). Although I have a strong feeling a binge is on the cards for today. I'm sat in the kitchen doing my work. Already had a smoothie an hour n 15 mins ago then just decided to eat a waffle... so theres 190 calories already.

I feel really tired, don't know why... I had 10 hours sleep!

Got my essay due in tomorrow morning... for some reason I decided to not bother to finish it... it had 300 words to go... and just needed to change my grammar... bt no i didn't bother cause I'm an idiot.

so best go do that now :( x

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I didn't weigh for a few days, I was too lazy. Well really I think I was too scared.


Anyway I went to the track last night and ran my butt off so I am now


123.4


If I hadn't been such a lazy arse all week it would be lower by now. I need desperately to break 120! So desperately!!!


I will do it, just watch me. I'm going to get some sugar free red bull again, cause all this time I haven't had it, I weigh more. 


I think I was 122.4 or something the other week cause the graph on my fitness pal is lower than this, not sure though cause my heads in 15000 places right now and I cannot remember anything. 


I am going to be 122.4 when I wake up tomorrow morning! I'm not eating anything after lunch. I'll eat lunch cause I get asked 1503030434 questions if i'm weak and dizzy at running. 


I found a dress I want to wear to our christmas party, I can only wear it if i'm 110 lbs. If not, i'll look disgusting in it and have to get something baggy that covers every ounce of my body!


Thing I hate about restricting in the winter is that its so bloody cold anyway! and this just makes it worse. but then at least theres an excuse to be cold... I suppose.  

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I didn't weigh for a few days, I was too lazy. Well really I think I was too scared.


Anyway I went to the track last night and ran my butt off so I am now


123.4


If I hadn't been such a lazy arse all week it would be lower by now. I need desperately to break 120! So desperately!!!


I will do it, just watch me. I'm going to get some sugar free red bull again, cause all this time I haven't had it, I weigh more. 


I think I was 122.4 or something the other week cause the graph on my fitness pal is lower than this, not sure though cause my heads in 15000 places right now and I cannot remember anything. 


I am going to be 122.4 when I wake up tomorrow morning! I'm not eating anything after lunch. I'll eat lunch cause I get asked 1503030434 questions if i'm weak and dizzy at running. 


I found a dress I want to wear to our christmas party, I can only wear it if i'm 110 lbs. If not, i'll look disgusting in it and have to get something baggy that covers every ounce of my body!


Thing I hate about restricting in the winter is that its so bloody cold anyway! and this just makes it worse. but then at least theres an excuse to be cold... I suppose.  

Unshifted

Haha, not even sure if that is a word "unshifted".

Well 124 lbs, still. 

Hmm not sure if i've used that picture before :S


Well swimming tonight. Been stood around all day clapping at my mums run. Not actually going to run today because i'm swimming later and my muscles keep cramping! 


Save the run for tomorrow morning :)


Need to get my essay finished today without fail! 


Yay fams not eating a roast dinner today either so I can have something low cal that I want :) Gives me more pleasure for tomorrows result!


Can't wait until Wednesday morning, I always weigh at least a pound less after that session.


I have a fat spot on my chin. FML!


Right best get on with some work :)