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I didn't weigh for a few days, I was too lazy. Well really I think I was too scared.


Anyway I went to the track last night and ran my butt off so I am now


123.4


If I hadn't been such a lazy arse all week it would be lower by now. I need desperately to break 120! So desperately!!!


I will do it, just watch me. I'm going to get some sugar free red bull again, cause all this time I haven't had it, I weigh more. 


I think I was 122.4 or something the other week cause the graph on my fitness pal is lower than this, not sure though cause my heads in 15000 places right now and I cannot remember anything. 


I am going to be 122.4 when I wake up tomorrow morning! I'm not eating anything after lunch. I'll eat lunch cause I get asked 1503030434 questions if i'm weak and dizzy at running. 


I found a dress I want to wear to our christmas party, I can only wear it if i'm 110 lbs. If not, i'll look disgusting in it and have to get something baggy that covers every ounce of my body!


Thing I hate about restricting in the winter is that its so bloody cold anyway! and this just makes it worse. but then at least theres an excuse to be cold... I suppose.