Quick

Quick blog before the bf comes round.

At a major plateau. err.

125.4 for the second day in a row. 

Tomorrow, I cannot see that being any worse, it must drop tomorrow, theres no way it could stay the same! If it goes up, i'll be completely :S.

Oh my mum knows I weigh everyday... "because the scales are always moved" dick head. Why do I do that. I need to put them in the same place. Its cause she weighs in stones... I weigh in pounds. fml.

So I bought some Quorn stuff today, much lower calories than the carnivores eat. 

I decided I may aswell be veggie :L

Nah, I don't think I could do it, although it would be another thing i could feel guilty about when it all goes wrong!

I have 160 cals left for the day, but because I want to lose a bit for tomorrow i'll sacrifice them. well i could drink another hot chocolate... already got one at the mo, that would take another 40cals off/ not too bad.

AAa my boyfriend wants me to go with him to his uncles tomorrow, They're a fat fam, too much food all the time. His uncle is making a curry, and doing fireworks and all that. Reasons I don't want to go:

1) The Curry, I don't even like curry... but christ I am raring to BINGE so I do not want to be around food like that and people telling me to have some, and telling me i'll like it. WHEN I WON'T so it is NOT worth it!

2) The fireworks, I frigging hate private firework displays! Nearly got hurt by one at a real firework display years ago. Eugh. THey always go wrong. 

3) His auntie always seems moody, Like she doesn't like me or something. I don't get her :S Not at all. So I don't like being round there. I'm quiet, I don't fit in at these social things.

So body, work some magic for me :)

Oh I start swimming on Sunday, (please don't look bloated). Tried my costume on yesterday and eugh I look fat. FAT. FATTT!

Right I best go get on with some work. Wish me LUCK. If I go to the fireworks i'll update, actually I'll let you know tomorrow morning when i've weighed, and hopefully weigh 124.something :) 

Think Thin X