Coping

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Lowest i've been for a LONG time! 

Lifes shit at the moment though, so its not impressing me that much.

Not really fussed about what it'll be tomorrow, can't see it being less, my body hates me at the moment, wait no I hate my body. Oh i hate everything at the moment. FUcking hate winter it gets me down, fucking hate facts of life they get me down too. 

Screw it.

I try,

Feels like its taken for granted 

I know you feel sad, I know that, but do you know how this is affecting me to? No you don't.

I try for you, to alleviate some of the pain for you, you and I do more than anyone else, so thank God you have me and stop asking me to do things. I can't do everything!

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